The Realisation.

Life's Lessons, Poems

I can recall your face but I can’t recall your name
You’re just like the rest of them, black, white and the same.

You were always here for me but to you I was never there
I tried to live the lie but the truth is I never cared.

I was your everything but you were just a past time
But I realise now, what I have done should be a crime.

It’s too late to apologise and say I’m sorry
So live your life free, and just forget about me.


© Copyright – All rights reserved – uncertaincuriousity.wordpress.com – May 2, 2015

A Simple Insomniac

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There’s restless nights
And the sleepiness fights.

Tossing and turning
With inner thoughts churning.

One blink, an hour goes by
Constantly asking yourself why-oh-why.

All I want is just to sleep
To a place unknown where I won’t make a peep.


© Copyright – All rights reserved – uncertaincuriousity.wordpress.com – Mar 30, 2015

Another Weekend, Another Week

Rants and Raves

Hey all,

Apologies for my lack of appearance on wordpress. Still a blogger at heart so don’t you worry about my absence! haha

Anyway, the things I am up to at this moment in my life is boring. I am currently in process in finding a job, going through several recruitment agencies to find the right one for me… all is just a hastle and time seems to be ticking away faster than usual.

I’ve applied to be a logistics driver, data administrator, a receptionist, data analyst… the list goes on. I feel like my life is coming to a standstill unless I can do something. The only thing I can do is wait…

On the other hand, all is not so gloom. On Saturday I organised a film marathon with my friends. Probably didn’t get to sleep until 5am only to be woken up again shortly after haha! By the way, If you’ve heard of the film “The Theory Of Everything” then I’d highly recommend that film! If you haven’t heard of it, then it’s essentially a biography about Steven Hawkins and his life with motor neurone disease.

so from my weekend I learnt one thing. Not everyone enjoys going out and drinking and clubbing etc etc, but everyone does enjoy a quiet night in sometimes.. an it’s even better with friends.

That’s me in a nutshell recently.

Hope your lives are better than mine!

ta ta for now.

A Little Quote Of The Day

Quote Of The Day

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Again, less of a quote, and more of a lyric. Maybe I should start doing lyrics of the day! But anyway, here’s Passenger – Let Her Go.

It’s quite a poetic sad song when you read behind the words. You also feel the emotion behind the song also… Heartbreak and heart ache!

Just Another Rant And Rave

Life's Lessons, Rants and Raves

Apologies for my inconsistent posting. Having injured my left arm and wrist, I have been finding it difficult to type and find it hopeless to type with one hand – especially if I had a lot to say… Unfortunately, I don’t have much to say. I just fancy writing for the hell of it.

It’s also a struggle to play the guitar, which I love doing! I’ve been playing everyday whether it is an hour long jam or five minutes. So not being able to play is annoying me slightly.

On the upside, I have done a lot of thinking. You know when you’re under the shower, or sat on a bus, or even that hours before you actually get to sleep; you just think and well, just deep think about stuff.

So the stuff I have been thinking about is the future. I wouldn’t recommend over thinking it but just plan some stuff. So for me, I have decided to put my travelling aspirations on hold. At least until I have got a job after university and perhaps find someone to travel with. Another factor is, If I am going to travel, then I want to do it properly, like one of the other bloggers I have read on here 🙂 there’s no point in doing something half hearted.

For the mean time, I am going to get a temporary job before heading back to uni.Ssave some cash, buy a car, and just keep busy. And right now, it’s looking good. My friend is giving me a helping hand and I just hope that I get a job. I also think I need to worry less, and in order for me to do that is to stop over thinking… it’s not good to over think.

Also, If there is something you want in life… something you want but do not need. Go get it. Do it yourself and get it. Why? because it’s worth it. Don’t get other people to get you what you want. Do it yourself.

So lessons to be learnt:
1. Take care of your body, because your body will take care of you. 
2. Want something? then go get it. 

ta ta for now

A Little Quote Of The Day

Quote Of The Day

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As I am a hopeless romantic and an over sensitive sob, I’m a sucker for doing silly little things and well being generally a nice guy. Most of what I do, I get from songs or films so here’s a lyric from Bob Dylan – Make You Feel My Love

PS. I am single. hahaha

http://suzythebutcher.deviantart.com/art/sunflower-130212722

My Little Sunflower

Poems

You started from the ground
Now look at where you are
You don’t have to look down
When you reach out for the stars
Oh my little sunflower
Mighty and strong
Oh my little sunflower
Proven others wrong
Against all the seasons and against all the odds
Against the hardship and against the others
Here you are worthy of gods
And here you are a true wonder
My beautiful love
Keep rising above


© Copyright – All rights reserved – uncertaincuriousity.wordpress.com – Jan 4, 2015

Maybe I'll have a better one next year but until then

Call Me Scrooge

Rants and Raves

Call me Scrooge but Christmas doesn’t really feel that Christmassy any more. I just feel as if I have grown out of the present giving, card writing, and festive feeling malarkey. I just feel like Christmas doesn’t really have a meaning other than presents. It just feels like any other day to me, and most of my friends agree.

Perhaps it’s just me and my generation of friends that don’t appreciate this season as much, or perhaps we’re all just cheap skates and avoid spending our precious little money. One thing for sure bah humbug!