Stubborn Insecurities #1


You say you don’t like your nose
But I like it, along with everything else your body holds

You say you don’t like your eyes
But I like them, I could lose myself in them a thousand times

You say you don’t like your lips
But I like them, and I would offer you a kiss after kiss

© Copyright – All rights reserved – – Jan 2, 2015


A Response To Arne’s Liebster Nomination

Rants and Raves

Thanks to Arne for his nomination! I have already done this nomination before but would love to answer the questions for fun so here they are:

Die Fragen:

Dein Lieblingslied beim Autofahren? (Your favorite song while driving?)
Ich habe keinen Lieblingssong beim Auto, aber ich mag zu horen, Escape (The Pina Colada Song) – Robert Homes, Superstition – Stevie Wonder, The Chain – Fleetwood Mac, Anything really haha

Kaufst Du immer die Brötchen/Brot beim selben Bäcker? (Do you buy always the bun / bread at the same baker?)
nein, meine mutter immer kaufst die Brötchen/Brot.
No, my mum always the bread.

In welchem Hotel würdest du gerne eine Nacht verbringen? (Which hotel would you like to spend a night?)
Jeder und alle Hotel haha

In welcher Sprache träumst Du? (What language do you dream?)
Gute fragen! Manchmal auf Englisch. Manchmal Chinesisch.
Good question! Sometimes in English. Sometimes in Chinese. (Depends on what dream about)

Wasser oder Wein ? (Water or Wine?)

Which three people, living or not, would you invite to dinner?
Yay I can write back to English! haha I would invite Bruce Lee, Jackie Chan, and possibly my dad or granddad

What has been your biggest challenge?
Overcoming the past

What do you find beautiful?
Art, a peaceful mind, serenity, love.

Wer bist Du und wenn ja – wieviele ? (Who are you, and if so – how many?)
I am not 100% sure what is asked from the question. I’m Andy and I believe there is only one of me haha

What is the most delicious food you have ever eaten?
I absolutely love bread and butter pudding (it’s quite an English desert)

Why did you start your blog?
I guess I started blogging to express my feelings primarily but now I just enjoy writing. And I hope people enjoy what I write. You also learn from your creative mind also. So, for example, I love these questions because it gave me a chance to catch up on my German language… with the smallest help from Google haha I guess I continue to blog because I enjoy meeting new people and learning new things other bloggers blog about.

Well, that’s all. Cheers again for the nomination Arne.


The Big 100

Rants and Raves

Good day all! Hope you are all well and good!

So two posts ago was my 100th post and I thought I would write about it. Why?… Well, it’s a landmark isn’t it?

When I first started blogging I really wouldn’t think I would stick to it as long as I have now. And to get to my 100 post proves to myself that I can do something and persevere with it. 

A Grudge

Life's Lessons, Rants and Raves

How long would you hold a grudge for? How long could you hold a grudge for?

There is no definite answer of course , nor is there a right or wrong answer… It merely depends on what type of person you are.

Perhaps holding a grudge should be needed if someone holds a grudge against you. But saying that, wouldn’t that eventually make you paranoid? The constant feeling that you have to watch over your shoulder because you know someone has something against you… Surely that can’t be good for you.

Amongst A Sea Of Lost Souls


The shadows are moving
In darkness brings fear
A black wilderness descending
Upon restless dying minds

Silhouettes of unknown
And disfigured members wander
The sound of footsteps louder
Paranoia sinks in

Distressing laughters echoes
Demons looming everywhere
You lose track of the path
You sense it’s time

Evening The Odds: An Optimist’s Perspective

Life's Lessons, Poems

Even the brave get scared sometimes
Even the clever get stupid sometimes
Even the beautiful get ugly sometimes

Even the strong get weak sometimes
Even the rich get poor sometimes
Even the healthy get ill sometimes

Even the remembered get forgotten sometimes
Even the popular get lonely sometimes
Even the loved get hated sometimes

But always remember… Even the bad gets good… Sometimes.

© Copyright – All rights reserved – – Oct 19, 2014

I Knew Her Too Well

Life's Lessons, Poems

She hides behind a mask
Pretends she’s okay
I know she’s not well
I know her too well

She holds her thoughts
Bottles in her guilt
I know she’s not well
I know her too well

She pushes me away
Distancing between us
I know she’s not well
I know her too well

The affection has gone
She has something to say
I know she’s not well
I knew her too well

When you just know something is wrong, and before you know it, they’re gone.

Let me know what you think readers!

© Copyright – All rights reserved – – Oct 11, 2014

A One Night Stand


The feeling of lust in our playful minds
The idea of us, seduced and intertwined

So what do you say to a guilty retreat?
Explore our imaginations beyond and beneath

Surrender your deepest feelings and secret desires
And excite the flames that feed our fire

To hold you and take you by the lips
To paint a canvas with a wildly kiss

To pleasure your body, mind, and soul
And treasure that taste you behold

Flattering demons buried deep inside
And please our sins we cannot hide

Exchanging of voices and grasping of breath
Mutual perversion with fulfilling sex

We’ll spend the night like it will be our last
Because in the morning, it’s just something of the past.

© Copyright – All rights reserved – – Oct 9, 2014