This post isn’t for the faint hearted.
On Monday, I donated blood. People ask why and I say, I’m just putting some good back into the world. (Or that’s what I like to think) The other reason is, that I don’t have anything better to do haha
Isn’t it weird how one person can put a smile on your face? Isn’t it weird how you can feel so natural with someone and just get along as if you have been talking for years?Or Isn’t it weird how your week can be turned upside down, wrong way round, by one person? …From the good, the bad, and the damn right hilarious!
I won’t go into too much details* but if you can read between the lines then that’s awesome!
*I end up talking a lot about nothing.
In response to The Daily Post’s writing prompt: “Enough Is Enough.”
This is just one of my many experiences where I’ve ended up fighting on… Stubbornly may I say too.
So once upon a time, I liked this girl… a lot. We talked a lot and liked each other a lot too. So I ended up asking her out, but she had her doubts.
She felt that she didn’t want to be “hurt” again. So I told her I would never hurt her.
She said she was worried about what other people think. So I told her why should we care about other people when it’s about me and you?
She said she was afraid to love again after her previous relationship. So I said, don’t let your past burden your future or you’ll be stuck there.
etc etc etc
In the end, we went into a relationship. It was brilliant and I loved everything second of it until her heart had a change of mind.
Then it ended. Pain and misery then rained on my parade.
I kept trying to keep it together and I tried so hard too but I could already see the end. I fought to win her and I fought to keep her… All for a chance.
If asked whether I would do it again I would say yes.
That’s right. YES.
I realised that, if you don’t try then you just won’t know and she wasn’t the one for me. Take a lesson from all the bad in your life experiences. Learn from it.
I could take you to the moon and back
But only if you would like that
Of I can help you reach the stars above
All I ask from you is just a little love
© Copyright – All rights reserved – uncertaincuriousity.wordpress.com – Jan 19, 2015
From all the places I have been
From all the the sorrows I have seen
Your story brings sadness to me
So let me kiss away your past
Give you love, you deserve that lasts
And takeaway your false face mask
I can see the truth behind your eyes
And I won’t believe your lies
But I’ll promise you, I’ll be there for when you cry
So don’t tell me to “shut up and go away!”
When I’m here, yours, longing to stay
Nevermore, will you have to live your life alone, and astray
Let’s put the light back into the darkness
Rip away the sorrow and sadness
And replace them, with memories of peace and happiness
Just trust in me.
© Copyright – All rights reserved – uncertaincuriousity.wordpress.com – Jan 14, 2015
Seems like I can type comfortably now! Unless I will injure myself later playing football (touch wood that I don’t). And for the bloggers across the pond that’s soccer also know as football – you play with your feet.
Anyway, enough of that. What I want to say is, the friends who you don’t have to speak to everyday or see, but when you do meet up, you still have the best of times. Friends that you can still reminisce the good old times. The ones where you can pick up and carry on having a laugh after the last time you met… They’re what I call friends… Best friends even.
I can touch your soul
So let’s runaway and dream
© Copyright – All rights reserved – uncertaincuriousity.wordpress.com – Jan 4, 2015
Pub. Drink. Pub. Drink.
Story of my life quite frankly, but it seems the norm with all me and my friends. They’ll finish work, have some dinner, then straight off to the pub. But it’s when you see people drink a little bit too much that you notice something different.
The thing I notice is this “different person” or an “ultimate alter ego”. When some people drink themselves silly and end up pissed whilst chatting something that boggles your head sometimes or does something different or acts unusual. Sure, this maybe the alcohol talking but everyone acts different. Why? Because everyone has a different ultimate ego.
Suppose there is a norm when it comes to people in society, whereby everyone confronts to these “rules of society” and acting civilised. Take those rules away and what may you have? The opposite? Well, give society a large amount of alcohol (the truth serum) and society becomes more outspoken, louder, bolder. You can then spot each individual and notice what makes them “them” essentially.
But what if that was their true-selves? Their ultimate alter ego? The real them? Everyone is a schizophrenic?
“Drunk words are sober thoughts.”
So food for thought.
ta ta for now
Thanks to Arne for his nomination! I have already done this nomination before but would love to answer the questions for fun so here they are:
Dein Lieblingslied beim Autofahren? (Your favorite song while driving?)
Ich habe keinen Lieblingssong beim Auto, aber ich mag zu horen, Escape (The Pina Colada Song) – Robert Homes, Superstition – Stevie Wonder, The Chain – Fleetwood Mac, Anything really haha
Kaufst Du immer die Brötchen/Brot beim selben Bäcker? (Do you buy always the bun / bread at the same baker?)
nein, meine mutter immer kaufst die Brötchen/Brot.
No, my mum always the bread.
In welchem Hotel würdest du gerne eine Nacht verbringen? (Which hotel would you like to spend a night?)
Jeder und alle Hotel haha
In welcher Sprache träumst Du? (What language do you dream?)
Gute fragen! Manchmal auf Englisch. Manchmal Chinesisch.
Good question! Sometimes in English. Sometimes in Chinese. (Depends on what dream about)
Wasser oder Wein ? (Water or Wine?)
Which three people, living or not, would you invite to dinner?
Yay I can write back to English! haha I would invite Bruce Lee, Jackie Chan, and possibly my dad or granddad
What has been your biggest challenge?
Overcoming the past
What do you find beautiful?
Art, a peaceful mind, serenity, love.
Wer bist Du und wenn ja – wieviele ? (Who are you, and if so – how many?)
I am not 100% sure what is asked from the question. I’m Andy and I believe there is only one of me haha
What is the most delicious food you have ever eaten?
I absolutely love bread and butter pudding (it’s quite an English desert)
Why did you start your blog?
I guess I started blogging to express my feelings primarily but now I just enjoy writing. And I hope people enjoy what I write. You also learn from your creative mind also. So, for example, I love these questions because it gave me a chance to catch up on my German language… with the smallest help from Google haha I guess I continue to blog because I enjoy meeting new people and learning new things other bloggers blog about.
Well, that’s all. Cheers again for the nomination Arne.